I want to fall in love with you,
But I can’t, but I will.
I long to really know you,
More then just your name and a few things about you.
I want to give you all of me
But I don’t, but I will.
How can I make me love you?
You first loved me, but what does that mean?
I can’t leave you, I know you’re who I want and you fill all my dreams.
But the rain always comes on the worst of days,
and I feel that each time I escape,
like a dog, I’m returning to eat my vomit.
I take peace and stomp on it.
Though I find myself running in circles, I’m running none the less.
And I’m not running on a track. Each time I run forward, I make it a little farther then the last.
On each turn back, when I’m bummed I even gave in, I don’t return as far as I did in the past.
This cycle is a process I know I don’t want to live in, but with each look back forward,
To Love, Himself, my longing grows longer and my endurance grows stronger.
It’s a love I’ve decided I won’t give up on.
It’s a love I will keep trying for,
A love that’s been died for.
I want to fall in love with you,
But I can’t, but I will.
I long to really know you,
More then just your name and a few things about you.
I want to give you all of me
But I don’t, but I will.